process of becoming invisible

isolated,
waiting in the dark.
warring against my expectations,
trusting only on my instincts.
living over strong drama,
refusing to accept what was unacceptable.
fighting against my convictions,
witnessing transformations.

displaced of my own body,
I was only soul and light.

S.A. B1. Ottawa
Winter, 2009

Isolado,
aguardando no escuro.
Em guerra contra minhas proprias expectativas,
so me resta confiar nos meus instintos.
Vivendo sob forte drama,
me recuso aceitar o inaceitavel,
luto contra minhas conviccoes,
testemunho transformacoes.

fora no meu proprio corpo,
eu era so espirito e luz.